I’ll be truthful and say, lately writing has been hard.
I don’t believe in writer’s block – per say, but recently, writing hasn’t come easily. However, this may be due to a piece of me not caring enough to write. I haven’t sat and let my mind wander with thoughts or notice little details. Definitely, not in the last month at all, I’ve been too preoccupied and busy.
Writing is not something I enjoy forcing myself into doing, but I believe in discipline and exercise. Similar to playing the piano, I will only get better by playing. I will only become better at a craft if I spend time developing and exploring.
Honestly, my mind has been aloof. Lost in TV shows (yes, I admit), but also life and people.
I’m happy. I mean, I feel good. I am not a fan of my noticeable ‘laziness,’ however, I find my heart in this restful place. I may not be moving actively forward, but I’m not stagnate. I don’t feel lost or worried. I’m okay without definite future plans. Yes, I have preferences, but I’m choosing to trust the Lord will guide me. Lead me to the place He will have me land in the coming months.
As a friend of mine put it: “I’m excited for God’s plan. I’m excited to see what will happen!!” Regardless, if it’ll be new or old. I’ve found a level of contentment with being at home, I can manage anywhere. (I’m personally, beginning to believe home may be one of the hardest places to be.)
Anyways, all to say, I’m getting back in the boat of writing.
I was inspired today and I’m hoping the inspiration will stay for a little while.