The honesty of all honesty.
I should be in bed. I told myself I would come back to the apartment and go to bed.
Obviously, I am not asleep. Something about the night soothes me. I have nothing pressing me, but sleep. I don’t have to get ready and head off to work as I do each morning. I don’t have to do anything, but sit. My time to finally unwind.
The clock clicks. Everything else is still.
My pressed emotions rise. I remember my tears shed last night. They were such a relief. Emotions held down for a long time only plague me more.
What happened today? It was full of a mixture of doubt, happiness, fellowship, anger and maybe greed.
It all makes me wonder: how can I experience so many things in one day?
I look forward to another bike ride.
This time maybe with headphones in – bike and worship.