I normally prefer to make things easy for myself and have learned to simply make a decision. Simply decide and move on. Simple and easy. However, recently, a certain decision is by far harder than I ever imagined. I feel like I’ve been given two choices — either will work, but each is simply so different from the other. There’s no medium and my mind can’t decided. I just can’t. I don’t want to. Honestly, some days, I just want someone else to decided for me and let me know. But, I say that and don’t mean it. My life is a series of choices I decided to make. Decisions I feel led by the Lord. Choices I get to be proud of or regret because I choose to do a certain thing. I would hate to blame another for a choice I allowed them to make for me. I wish deciding was easier. I never thought two different countries would hold my heart so deeply.