Words, words, words, words… that’s the best I can do. Give some words, as a small response. Write something out, in attempt to explain whatever is going on in my heart. I don’t know. Sometimes, I really don’t know.
Since yesterday morning, each time I look far left, a sudden pain runs through my head and hits a cord. Where? I don’t know, all I know is that it hurts a lot. As if it’s behind my eye or on the inside of the side of my forehead. I get this pain from time to time. Sometimes it’s only when I look far left or far right. Or times, I’ve woken up and the pain is continual.
When this heaviness falls on my heart, all I hear or feel is, “It’s just a little while longer. Hold on Christi, hold on.” Then I just have to wait. Patiently wait for the heaviness to lift. All I have to do is wait. God that’s so easier said than done.