Right now, I should be doing homework. Right now, I am sick (according to my previous post). Right now, I should spend my time resting in God. Right now, I should be doing a million other things than continually writing on my blog.
But I can’t. I just want to write. Anything (expect my paper for ENG210, we’ll just ignore it for a while).
Well, actually, that is not the only thing I want to do right now. No, there is one more thing I want to do. So, I’m sick right? I shouldn’t want to do this. When you’re sick you don’t like movement. Laying and sitting is the main occupation. Well, right now, this isn’t the case. No.
I want to be in a room, auditorium, building, etc. fulllllll of people in love with God. I want there to be a fun and up beat song playing. I want each person to be praising God in their own way. And finally, I want to be jumping up and down, up and down, up and down. I want to never get tired. I want to continually forget this world and worship Him. When I was in Chicago, I forgot the stress about homework and wasting my time on meaningless things.
I want to be like a child again. Distracted by everything, as I was in Chicago. I want to be taken to places I haven’t been before. I don’t want to feel drowsy and tired. I want to be walking around a city and not locked up in my room hoping this time will pass. I want to be free and pushed to things I am afraid to go to.
I’m ready to be like a child again, anticipating adventure. School, sorry, but you’re not adventurous. You’re boring.